My love, I have never felt something this true.

I will love you always through and through.

I would save you from the ocean blue.

If only I could drown with you.

I cannot say how much you mean to me.

I can only promise to always be,

Everything you could ever need,

no matter what, we will succeed.

I have never been in love before

where all I have just pours galore

from this soul that I have openly bore

for you, my love, always and evermore.

<3 I love you Steven John-Superfreak Bryson

I was just feeling a little bored and creative and thought I'd share : ) ::Kiss::

it's. oh. so quiet
it's. oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until...

you fall in love
zing boom
the sky up above
zing boom
is caving in
wow bam
you've never been so nuts about a guy
you wanna laugh you wanna cry
you cross your heart and hope to die
 
you ring the bell
bim bam
you shout and you yell
hi ho ho
you broke the spell
gee. this is swell you almost have a fit
this guy is "gorge" and i got hit
there's no mistake this is it

the sky caves in
the devil cuts loose
you blow blow blow blow blow your fuse
when you've fallen in love

ssshhhhhh...

"You think because he doesn't love you that you are worthless.  You think because he doesn't want you anymore that he is right- that his judgment and opinion of you are correct.  If he throws you out, then you are garbage.  You think he belongs to you because you want to belong to him. It's a bad word "belong". Especially when you put it with somebody you love.  Love shouldn't be like that.  Did you ever see the way the closuds love a mountain? They circle all around it; sometimes you can't even see the mountain for the clouds.  But you know what?  You go up top and what do you see? His head.  The clouds never cover the head.  His head pokes through, becuase the clouds let him; they don't wrap him up.  They let him keep his head up high, free, with nothing to hide him or bind him.  You can't own a human being, and you can't lose what you don't own.  Suppose you did own him.  Could you really love somebody who was absolutely nobody without you? You really want somebody like that? Somebody who falls apart when you walk out the door? You don't, do you?  And neither does he.  You're turning over your whole life to him.  Your whole life, girl.  And if it means so littele to you that you can just give it away, hand it to him, then why should it mean any more to him? He can't value you more than you value yourself."

So I read that in Song of Solomon and almost cried because it is so absolutly true and beautiful and almost empowering to see it all spelled out.  Love is something cherished and even when it's lost it shouldn't be the end of everything.  And I just loved how Guitar expressed that to Hagar after being rejected and debased by Milkman.  No one deserves to make a girl feel that worthless, and I think there are many girls who need someone like Guitar to tell them that when they are depressed after one of the most ruinous experiences of a girl's life. so yeah, this just meant a lot to me, and I felt like I should post it somewhere.

Chicken Little becomes a swan
Snow White finds the perfect porridge
Nothing is what it seems today
Everything is the unexpected

Peter Piper climbs a beanstalk
And runs into Jiminy Cricket
Who jumps Hook's plank
And falls in love
With the little mermaid, Pocahontas.

This love we have
It's a new sort of fairytale
One nobody's heard before

So come on, my glass slipper
And climb my hair
Lets fly off to Nevernever Land.

One year and Four days after the original time that I posted this. And I still love it. A lot. So I decided to post it again.

Within that One year and Four days a lot has gone on. And a lot of the phrases in this quote mean something more to me than they did when I first discovered it...

No Regrets.  Growth.  Give yourself credit.  Everybody is different.  Their view of you may not be correct.  Does it really matter?  Who matters? You. Who do you love?  What do you know that no one else knows?  Take a chance.  Talk, listen, cry.  You know how to laugh.  Make a fool of yourself. Honesty.  Enjoy the highs, appriciate the lows...they are humbling.  Learn, learn about you.  Be aware.  Patience.  Be positive.  Be hopeful.  Don't ever let anyone destroy who you are and what you believe.  Be open to change and evolution.  Accept.  Reach out.  Ask questions.  Hear the answers.  Are they right?  Live for the moment but anticipate a future.  A good one.  You deserve it.  Work very hard.  Don't stop.  Admit weaknesses...your strengths will speak for themselves.  Use your gifts.  Yes, you have gifts.  Forgive.  Let go.  Swallow your pride.  But spit it up when you're done to make sure it's still intact.  Be gentle.  Strong.  Kiss.  Kissing is wonderful.  Keep a promise.  Conquer a fear.  Don't be perfect, be excellent.  Falter.  Balance.  Be grateful.  Be real.  Never give up.  Don't be afraid.  I believe in you.   -Alanis[Aug. '92]

When I really take the time to sit down and take every sentence against my own life it's amazing how the passage really affects me.  Really hits right down to the core of my being in this sort of introspective manner.  Recollection of my life. Where I've been. Where I am. Where I'm going. Sort of scary, really.

p.s. : The color orange awakens the senses.  It is related to emotional identity and a balance of orange will let a person handle the ups and downs of life with finesse, quickly recovering from dissappointments or wounded heart or pride.